“All this time you were pretending, so much for my happy ending.”
—Avril Lavigne
Someone Please Tell Me.

WHAT is it about me that is not good enough? What is it in her that he apparently likes better than me? What do I have to be? What do I have to do? Simple questions. I honestly just want to know why her. Why not me? I thought I had a shot. I really did. I thought I had a good chance with him. I kept thinking we would be something some day. I felt like he might like me somehow too. I’ve wasted two years liking …(possibly loving) this guy who clearly doesn’t give a shit about me. I haven’t opened myself up to other opportunities because of it. I could have had SOMEBODY to be there for me. I could have found love elsewhere, but I thought, “why would I do that …I have to wait for him.” I ended up waiting for fucking heartbreak, and I’m done.

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